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Questions....
Friday, September 28, 2007 at 7:04 PM

Yes, i've put back up the blog.

What i did was rash and stupid.

The term break has ended, and i'm still feeling all sore, hurt, lonely and depressed. I know i'm not coping very well with had happened recently. I've been doing whatever i can to take my mind off the abrupt change of events and my life schedules. I had not expected this nor even saw it coming...

It just hit me right in the face.. everyday i wake up, i think of calling you, but alas, reality strikes and realise, it is no longer possible for me to do what i used to.

I'm finding many ways to rant, let off steam, re-direct attention, but failing miserably.

I am so stupid, why was I so stupid. I did not put in enough effort, not enough care. I neglected you, and now you're gone. This is where the phrase ' you don't realise what you've lost until it's gone ' comes in.

It hurts. To all of you people out there, please treasure what you have now not take it forgranted, because once it is gone, it will never come back no matter how hard you try.

I want you back Christy, back in life, back to how it used to be. I know it is impossible now, I am learning to accept the facts. But I hope you will remember, I will always love you. It has not changed since the day I met you.

I'll play for you.