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You can't plan everything, because if you do, when would you ever have a surprise in life? Your creativity is in need of a big boost, and the only thing that will deliver the blast you need is uncertainty. So today, toss out your game plan and venture into new projects, places and relationships. Take part where you've never taken part in before. You need to get back up on your toes to remind yourself what it feels like to not quite know what is going on. You'll find it exhilarating. Lawl? damn...
I'll play for you.
I'll play for you.
 Something I made out of whim.  This is something i found. hah.
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Boyz II Men - On bended knees Youtube disabled embedded for this one, don't really know why. and this is the piano version. Enjoy.
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No, not backup for files, but a backup for a failed relationship. I've asked this question to couple of friends and I've decided to put it here. When you initiate a breakup or experience one, do you think the initial pain would hurt less or have no hurt at all if you have a backup? Perhaps overtime, it may begin to hurt, but it won't hurt as bad as not having a spare. What do you think? Well I think the above is most likely true, I say I think, because I've not experienced it but I gather some of those who experienced it kind of agree to that statement. I feel as such because, once you leave a person or have been left by a person, at least you have someone else to turn to. Someone who probably provide almost the same thing as the previous did, therefore, the loss won't feel so great. I know this is more of a moral issue and please try to think more openly and understand how you feel and think. I'm not trying to advocate such a practice and I am truly against it. I am personally curious to know whether such feelings exist and what are the opinions of others on it. Sigh. In other news, I've been trying to get my friends to go out during the holidays and i can sense that it is going to be tough. Bleah.
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..I've updated my playlist for finetune. I've picked the best 48 RnB Love songs that I thought would make the list perfect for all sorts of people to enjoy. This goes out to everyone out there and wishing you guys and gals, A Merry Christmas. :)
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....so hang in there, Mikey! What i've been telling to myself lately. I'm left with my last paper, Physics. It'll be this coming Monday at 9am. hooo yeah. After that, I'm free! Yes, that's right, free as a... um.. free. Well, too free perhaps, I hope to be able to do stuff during that 5 week break before school starts all over again in January. I've been growing fats, wrinkles and eye bags. Not very eye candy. Perhaps, that should be on my 'To get rid' list eh? Although it is not possible with a short span of 5 weeks but better than nothing. I've also selected for a Project in Orchard road and I'm not awaiting their Interview cum Project brief. I'm so excited! I hope to get selected omg! Imagine working in orchard..aaah.... I don't wanna be so positive about it in case it doesn't turn out as expected. I'll feel like shit. LOOOOL alrighty, back to cramming more physics into my small brain... pv = nrt.....F=(q1 x q2)/r^2....e=1.6 x 10^-19 C.... AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............................*fades*
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 Lets101 - online free dating Funny. I did it and the result made me laugh my ass off I fell off my chair. I hope it's true though ^^V. Try it. Just for laughs.
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 Lets101 Quizzes - Myspace Quiz Got this from Sue's blog while surfing it. Spot on. I've heard that astrology is pretty general that's why it sounds so accurate to everyone but i've read the predictions of the other signs and they all do not match my character as far as I know except for Leo, which is what I am. I forgive easy but I cannot forget no matter how hard I try. It's good to forgive but it's not good to be unable to forget. Sigh. This has always been my downfall, I wonder if there is anyway I can bring it to my advantage. Oh well. What's yours? Is it accurate? Does knowing yourself more make you do better at communicating with people? Make you able to understand why you behave this? Know what to do when you behave as such? Hmm? :/
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Yeah, I've not been updating my blog much because there isn't much to write about at the moment also. I'm just looking forward for 2008 come arrive, this year, 2007, has really been horrible for me.
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I had just well...exhausted whatever concentration brain juice I have left and i'm feeling.... blank. Have any of you felt like this before? It's as though you don't feel anything but you feel something..errr... yeah. Honestly speaking, this my first time experiencing this and I am so worried. zOMG! The exams are tomorrow and I'm feeling like this. arghh... Where's the panic button when you need one like in games. I know this will end..sometime later but I want it to end right this moment! Maybe I need to talk to someone eh? Bottling it all up causes pressure and accumulated emotions would just cause yourself to explode. KABOOM! I guess this is where they got the phrase 'pour your troubles out...' Now to find some random person on MSN to....talk to...... or not.. I've not been reading much general articles so I have nothing much to share except...my own. I have also noticed that the skin is getting quite boring yeah? too orangey perhaps and I also need to update the finetune list. LOL. I'll try to get it done soon..... soon.... Maybe here's something for you people out there.... how often do you look back and read about the things you have written or blogged? Do they make you laugh, make you cry or make you think omfg what a dumbass you were...
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...so busy and tired lately because of studying and raiding in WoW, i've not had the energy to blog interesting articles or items I have come across. Not to worry, things will be more active again in time to come. :D If you don't stand up for yourself, someone will stand on you..
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Ack, I just realised I've not jogged for a couple of weeks and i'm getting heavier. This is bad..very bad... Must jog..tomorrow... arrr!
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Gestures: holding hands - We definitely love each other. slap on the butt - That's mine. Hmm! Sexy! holding on tight - I don't want to let go. looking into each other's eyes - I just plainly love you. playing with his/her hair - Tell me you love me. arms around the waist - I love you too much to let go. laughing while kissing - I am completely comfortable with you. Kisses: on the stomach - I'm ready. on the forehead - I hope we're together forever. on the ear - You're my everything. on the cheek - We're friends. on the hand - I adore you. on the neck - We belong together. on the shoulder - I want you. on the lips - I love you. Yep. So, even if you've been doing such gestures unconsciously, that's the general message you probably wanted to pass on. :)
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...share. ---------------------------------------------------- The first kind : Smurf Sex This occurs during the honeymoon period; you keep doing it until you're blue in the face The second : Kitchen Sex This is at the beginning of the marriage; you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, in the kitchen on the table .... The third kind : Bedroom Sex You've calmed down a bit .. maybe have kids so you gotta do it in the bedroom .. The fourth kind : Hallway Sex This is when you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Screw you!" This is called oral sex by some .. The fifth kind of sex : Courtroom Sex This happens when you get divorced .. your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom .. The sixth kind of sex : Salary Sex When you only do it as little as once a month .. AND itz not enough to live on!
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...recently. I've been studying(pfft yeah right..) whatever I could. I've also started Raiding in World of Warcraft again. Although I'm not as hardcore as how I used to be but I just enjoy the company of the friends I had inside. I guess that is what makes raiding fun, on top of conquering the badass bosses. I've also been playing the piano again preparing myself to continue learning it in December. Hopefully, I can catch up and improve my sight reading. :( I still can't get over the fact that I failed my freaking driving test for the 2nd time! What the hell. It's all because some stupid driver decided to pick on me while I was having my test. Hope you crash and burn buster. Sigh, I guess that's all. Could've gotten my car by now... :(
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I'll play for you.
The Lollipop Flavor Sex Test Here's the lollipop test! Do it and then post your flavor and analysis...I wonder just how accurate this is gonna be! And no changing your answers ya cheaters!!! Which is your favorite flavor lollipop? Choose only one, then scroll down to read your bedroom analysis. Strawberry Watermelon Grape Orange Peach Lemon Butterscotch Root Beer Sour Apple Raspberry Cream Soda Cherry Strawberry: People who like strawberry tend to be very passionate lovers. They are easily aroused and enjoy a variety of experiences, positions and toys. Once ignited, the strawberry lover's spark is hard to extinguish. Put two together and watch out! Watermelon: People who like watermelon show a reluctance to mature in sexual matters. Women tend to tease, and men are flirts. Watermelon lovers are selfish and unreliable. They like to be the center of the attention in bed, and will flaunt their sexuality openly. Grape: People who like grape frequently consider themselves to be too sophisticated for a fun romp in the sack. Women are the types who hate to mess their hair. Men are business-like in their approach to lovemaking. They are more concerned with self-fulfillment than with their partner's gratification. Orange: Lovers of orange lean toward sexual fantasies. Foreplay is as important as the act of sex. The orange lover tends to have trouble experiencing orgasm, but puts on a good act. Both the male and female orange lover enjoy leaving "love marks" on their partner. Peach: The peach lover tends to be indecisive. They don't get excited about much, and sex can become routine. Men tend to look at sex as a way to relieve tension, and women look at it as a way of accomodating their mate. There is not much passion in the peach lover's life. Lemon: If you favor lemon, your sexual desires are flexible and adaptable. Lemon lovers tend to be more on the passive/permissive side of a relationship, and will easily give in to a stronger partner's desires. Though not likely to "take charge" in bed, they enjoy pleasing their partner. Butterscotch: Those who prefer butterscotch are fresh and innocent in their approach to sex. Women who love butterscotch tend to make love like virgins all their life. Men may always be a little clumsy and awkward, but in a charming way. Butterscotch lovers are gentle but not overly passionate. They are loyal and generally make good life-partners. Root Beer: If you love root beer, you're a real treasure for the right mate. Root beer lovers tend to be warm and deep, sensitive to the needs and desires of their partner. They love to say "I love you", snuggle and kiss. Romance is a big part of the root beer lover's life, and they can't get enough of it. Because they are so sensitive, one harsh word could end a relationship. Sour Apple: Those who prefer sour apple are exciting lovers. They are passionate and energetic, and love to try new things. The sour apple lover does not bore easily, and can think of new ways to try old things. They are easily aroused and stay that way for hours. Sex is rarely the same experience twice for the sour apple lover, who enjoys "mixing things up" as much as possible. Raspberry: Lovers of blue raspberry are wonderful sexual partners. They are affectionate and sensitve to their partner's needs. They are exciting partners who enjoy foreplay and the aftermath of making love. The blue raspberry lovers make great life partners, who will always keep the love making passionate and fresh. Cream Soda: People who like cream soda are shy and reserved. Lovemaking during the day or with the lights on is almost unheard of. Women who like cream soda tend to stay under the covers, and men will shower before and after thesexual act. Cream soda lovers also tend to have nicknames for their genitals. Cherry: People who like cherry are often the misfits of the sex world and seek out each other. They tend to prefer perverted sex, and can be masochistic or sadistic in nature. They are moody and often perform at their peak when they are under stress or during unhappy times. Though very passionate, cherry lovers do not take pleasure in simple things. Wouldn't you like to know what i picked ;)
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It's been a week since I was left home alone. I've been surviving but I miss you. It's 4:30am. I have been unable to sleep even after raiding in World of Warcraft for 3hours till 12am straight. I've been infront of my computer, watching a movie. Feeling sad,lonely and angry. As much as I want to put it all behind me, as much as all of those whom I have been leaning on for support have been telling me to let it go and move on, as much as you want me to let it, it is all but easy. It is so, perhaps because my feelings for you are still strong. It is so, perhaps because of my character. It is so, perhaps because I have loved you for so long. I, honestly, thought that it would last as long as I live. I thought if I tried hard,worked hard and believed, it would survive even the toughest moments. I must been so delusional. Having a thought that was only possible in a book, an anime or a song. It was a thought that made me smile even when I was angry,sad or lonely - then. I would think of it and find ways to change myself or change our way of living. However, I came across a point whereby, I found it fruitless to keep changing myself or you. We were born,raised and taught to be what we are,how we think and how we look. Despite our clash in mind sets, in character, in our heart - we survived. Although perhaps, on that day, that string was stretched a little too far, it snapped. You drifted away, I tried to grab the rope. You had told me to wait a little longer before catching the rope, but I did not listen. I did what I thought was right -for myself and not for you- and grabbed the rope. It was my only chance and I had missed it. I feel that, you are now far beyond my reach. Inside me, I still want to ride the waves and find you. Yet, another part of me is saying, it is best to let you go. Drift,sail the seas aimlessly. The world is round. The possibility of you drifting back to me is there. It is small. Maybe almost close to 0. But the chance is there. I am not counting on it. I will let things just fall into place. And if one day, in the future, you drift into my empty harbour. I will secure you with all that I have - only if I have your permission. I am a person who finds it difficult to let go of things. I know you have tolerated this shitty trait of mine for a long time. Thank you. I've said it many times that I would change but alas, I've failed each time. However, in the near future, such a trait of mine will fade and eventually disappear. I'm out of things to write. There's just too much to write. Goodbye. Goodnight. I love you.
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