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I have moved on...

2010-03-08T00:04:00.002+08:00

Http://xayion.wordpress.com

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Am so shag....

2010-03-07T02:37:00.001+08:00

People want fame and fortune. But to get those 2 fs, u need to work hard. Never in your life need you work so hard for just to get an f. If don't work hard you get an a. Anonymous.

People want to get it the easy way. But no way it's gonna happen. That's just not life.

People join groups to achieve the two fs te easy way. Sure it helps them because for some groups, their ancestors already worked very hard to get their fs. Thus when come to them, all
You have to do is join.

I am so tired..

2010-02-27T15:03:00.000+08:00

I'm on currently on a bus towards boonlay to volunteer about 2hrs of my time to help account for the number of CDs sold for a particular group called monochrome.

Looking back when I decided to embark on this journey of helping out to organise an event, I now wonder if I made the correct choice. Albeit, too late to start thinking about it.. But still..

Looking back at the people I interviewed and what they had said.. I'm sure anyone could have done the same with abit of effort involved. Thinking that you know them personally would have eased things alot more.. But now.. I really wonder..

Looking back at all the decisions I made, I wonder if my course of actions were for the best or because I couldn't be bothered to think about it more before deciding. Damn.

It's just too NATO. Of course i am also guilty of it. But still...

It's only less 2 weeks away and there are still so many loose ends.

How?

What is the point of having so many helpers when in the end it's just a handful who are doing anything. So what if your gpa is a wooping 4.5? So what? Soo... What...

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People you know

2010-01-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt that there is no one out there who you can talk to comfortably? without worries of repercussions of what you say or do?

Even if you did have someone to pour out your shit to, have you ever felt that it just falls on deaf ears?

Why do I say that? Have you ever experienced situations where you are telling someone how something terrible is happening to you and how it sucks and all. That person agrees and try to comfort you and stuff. Yet, when you ask for help to actually do something, they Arent there? They become probably the first people to abandon you.

So what do we call these people? Friends? Good friends? We tell them some of our deepest secrets and they even share some of theirs with us, yet, all these are just talk. When it boils down to action, nothing happens. Action here, I mean by help. When the help is actually something inconvenient.

They shun away from it.

Have you ever felt as such? Why is it that when it comes to inconvenience, the lines are drawn.

I do this too, I know. But I do it to people I am not close to. Why? Because we are not close, that's why. But what about people you are close to?

What Is the use of knowing hundreds or maybe thousands of people, when maybe only 1 out of the many would bother to inconvenience himself or herself to help you?

Is it to ensure that on your wedding day your tables are filled? Is it to ensure that on your birthday you have people celebrating with you? Is it so that you don't have to go clubbing alone? Is it to prove your existence?or is it to feel loved?

If it is to feel loved, well, that love is bullshit.

Pui.

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Bored to death in the office

2010-01-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

Doing my attachment now.

Omg. I'm bored to death inside the office. I have no idea what is expected of me and what I am suppose to do. :/

Oh well.

Sian.

So many things I would like to say and get them off my chest but...... I guess it's best that I tell them to a wall. :D

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My first post for the new year!

2010-01-01T05:19:00.001+08:00

Happy new year to all!...

damn my blog's been VERY inactive..

just managed to dismantle the fukin door knob..with the help of my dad

2009-12-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

stupid place. wa lao. bloody owners dunnoe how to take care of house. here spoil, there spoil. knn..

locked in my own room

2009-12-22T22:32:00.001+08:00

wa lan eh....stupid house...

bad decision

2009-12-13T19:41:00.001+08:00

bad decision..bad...decision..omg

EXAM PERIOD

2009-11-19T01:27:00.001+08:00

AND THAT IS WHY!

talking frog

2009-10-29T00:52:00.002+08:00

a boy once saw a frog while walking towards his home....The frog spoke and said to him: ''if you kiss me, I'll turn into a beautiful princess.''

The boy picked him up and put the frog into his pocket.

The frog spoke again and said:''if you kiss me, I'll turn into a beautiful princess and stay with you for a week.''
The boy looked at the frog and kept it into his packet.

The frog spoke again and said:''if you kiss me, I'll turn into a beautiful princess and stay with you forever.''The boy looked at the frog again and smiled, then placed it back into his pocket.The frog spoke again and complained:'' if you kiss me, I'll turn into a beautiful princess and stay with you forever and do anything you want. Why won't you kiss me?''

The boy smiled at the frog and said:'' I'm a EEE student and have no time for a girlfriend, but a talking frog is cool.''

Lol. No offense to anyone Huh. Just a joke :D... No doubt slapping myself at the same time :(

another train ride... Lol

2009-10-28T13:14:00.001+08:00

Omfg! I'm soo late for my lab. Arghh.. Woke up so early yet still late for a lab that begins at 1330. Spent too much time Nuaing. Arrrhhhhhhh... ah.. Look so Cui.. not that I am not in the first place. But didn't really have the time to mitigate the cuiness. Hmm..the pnp people just sent me their drawings... Hm.. They look odd.. Arghh.. Is it me? I think I suck at giving instructions... Cui... Man Cui.... damnit... Almost 1330. And I'm still on the mrt! Shit!

one of those bus rides to school....

2009-10-27T12:24:00.001+08:00

currently on the bus to school, with my trusty psp playing some music I never knew I had. It's really funny how times have changed so much that I'm pretty sure very few of us would like to live in the era our parents were in. No computers, no handphones... Worse.. No internet.. Just imagine urself doing ur report without that Huh?.. So fucking gg. Lol.similar to me typing out this blog post on my handphone which will soon be posted online. Imagine writing this on such a bumpy environment.. Lol, doubt anything I wrote would be legible.. :D.. Sweet. Just passed by lakeside. Almost at Boonlay....then soon ntU.. Then.. Quiz time!!!! D:Can't really write much except for the fact that I'm just feeling so stressed out(again) because of the coming exams in 3weeks... Haiz..so fast..............=/

trying to sleep..

2009-10-27T01:02:00.001+08:00

this is what happens when you find urself with a phone with too many features of staying connected anytime..anywhere...

my first cellspin blog

2009-10-27T00:59:00.001+08:00

Haha.. Testing..

arghh

2009-10-26T21:30:00.001+08:00

HASN'T SLEPT A WINK!! KNNZ

Tough life

2009-10-22T23:10:00.001+08:00

Spent the entire day in school....again... mugging....

Mugging so much just to be on par...
so not worth it...

Life's tough no matter how rich or poor you are... it's still tough...

Testing

2009-10-16T02:34:00.001+08:00

Hm..trying this new widget for windows 7 lol

Umbrella... WoW

2009-09-02T00:51:00.001+08:00

I'm yours by Jason Mraz(Cover by me)

2009-08-29T20:54:00.001+08:00

Im yours cover.mp3 -

...ok ok...another one... omg what am i doing........ i is too bored >_<

Passiveness

2009-08-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

Just came back from a Ball – a little shag – but I thought I’d blog something about…this.

I’m not sure how many of you out there have experienced or are going through this situation. It’s where, you make yourself a character in the background. You sit there, look at the person you’re admiring. You don’t do anything to grab the person’s attention but sit and wait. Waiting for that moment the fella notices you.

Then that moment comes, you do whatever is within your means to attend to the requests/help. After that, it’s back to the usual routine. You sit..and wait..ignoring everything and everyone else around you.
After awhile you realize, and wonder..what the hell are you waiting for? LOL!

Hm..? I can just imagine some of you reading right now and go.. hmm..yeah…

I can also imagine some of you going… AHAHAHAHA U FUCKING LOSER! AHAHAHAH

Hokay.

Maybe, even if you did something, the result would still be the same. On the flip side, you never try you never know. BUT, once you’ve tried and know…. Do you think you can handle the unwanted result along with the repercussions? These things go through your head time and time again no? LOL. It goes on for a long while for me I guess.

I think we probably make A LOT of assumptions as well I guess. It’s probably due to these assumptions that prevent anything from happening.
I think such attitude can also be applied to other things besides these sorts of situation. Hahaha.

Ok. I also dunnoe what to say le. May or may not continue on this topic. I guess my brain is just to shag to think any further.
=[

Song for the moment: Ciara – Tell me what your name is

Me is ISFJ

2009-07-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

Men and Romance
Part 1: Guardian Men
By Dr. Lovegood

Guardian lovers have a tendency of coming across as boring. The true gold of their love is often well hidden behind ordinary daily acts of caring and sacrifice. Guardian lovers are likely to be stable, dependable, and predictable. Carrie's Guardian husband died of cancer. He had almost never said he loved her. After he was gone, she discovered that he had spent those last months putting their finances in order so that she and their young girls would never have to worry. She finally realized that taking care of her was his way of showing his love.

Guardian lovers usually have a set of high standards of behavior for themselves and often for their loved ones too. If they have been trained or have taught themselves how, they are generally very good at remembering and appropriately commemorating anniversaries, romantic milestones, birthdays, and holidays.

Gary is a Supervisor (ESTJ) Guardian. He is proud of the fact that he earns enough money so his wife can stay home with their three children. However, he used to be very critical of his wife's housekeeping, wanting to come home to a restful castle. Then he had to take care of the kids for a week while she was gone. He'd had no idea how difficult her job really was. It was a relief to be able to go back to work, and his criticism dropped sharply.

Alex is an Inspector (ISTJ) Guardian. He is nearing 30 and is unmarried. He has been too busy getting his career in order to think much about women. He has never dated much because he's very shy and not particularly popular with the ladies even though he's tall and handsome. He views dating as only a means of finding a mate. Now it's hard for him to find suitable women. However, his cousin recently set him up on a blind date. He's fallen for her head over heels. She's flattered by the attention but is taking things much more slowly.

James is a Provider (ESFJ) Guardian. He and his girlfriend met in their senior year of high school and have been dating ever since. They plan to marry once they have graduated from college. James is constantly showering his girlfriend with small gifts, notes, cards, and back and neck massages. Last year, she was drifting away from him, seeming to be more drawn to the strong silent bad boy types. Strangely enough, that problem disappeared once they began playing tennis together. James is a good player and can easily beat her. Now they're playing doubles and having a lot of fun.

George is a Protector (ISFJ) Guardian. Because he is so loyal, his biggest problem has been hanging on to relationships long after they are dead. He has felt that he has done all of the sacrificing and most of the work, and this has angered him. He's been assertive at work, but in love he has tended to let his partners take advantage of him. Now he's clearly stating his expectations and hopes. His relationship with his current girlfriend is based on mutual giving and respect. She really appreciates his being hardworking, kind, and faithful.

PS: OMFG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..........................................

Interlude.. I am a protector???

2009-07-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

We are lucky that Protectors make up as much as ten percent the population, because their primary interest is in the safety and security of those they care about - their family, their circle of friends, their students, their patients, their boss, their fellow-workers, or their employees. Protectors have an extraordinary sense of loyalty and responsibility in their makeup, and seem fulfilled in the degree they can shield others from the dirt and dangers of the world. Speculating and experimenting do not intrigue Protectors, who prefer to make do with time-honored and time-tested products and procedures rather than change to new. At work Protectors are seldom happy in situations where the rules are constantly changing, or where long-established ways of doing things are not respected. For their part, Protectors value tradition, both in the culture and in their family. Protectors believe deeply in the stability of social ranking conferred by birth, titles, offices, and credentials. And they cherish family history and enjoy caring for family property, from houses to heirlooms.

Wanting to be of service to others, Protectors find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden, and can deal with disability and neediness in others better than any other type. They are not as outgoing and talkative as the Provider Guardians [ESFJs], and their shyness is often misjudged as stiffness, even coldness, when in truth Protectors are warm-hearted and sympathetic, giving happily of themselves to those in need.

Their reserve ought really to be seen as an expression of their sincerity and seriousness of purpose. The most diligent of all the types, Protectors are willing to work long, hard hours quietly doing all the thankless jobs that others manage to avoid. Protectors are quite happy working alone; in fact, in positions of authority they may try to do everything themselves rather than direct others to get the job done. Thoroughness and frugality are also virtues for them. When Protectors undertake a task, they will complete it if humanly possible. They also know better than any other type the value of a dollar, and they abhor the squandering or misuse of money. To save, to put something aside against an unpredictable future, to prepare for emergencies-these are actions near and dear to the Protector's heart. For all these reasons, Protectors are frequently overworked, just as they are frequently misunderstood and undervalued. Their contributions, and also their economies, are often taken for granted, and they rarely get the gratitude they deserve.

P.S I think i did this kind of test before..hm....

Interaction

2009-07-15T02:00:00.001+08:00

Interaction.

Woops, so sorry for the late update for 2nd part. I’ve been really busy…………………………..slacking.
Ok, onto more serious stuff. Yes. SERIOUS SHIT DUDES and DUDETTES.
Let’s see, interaction. I’m a very shy person. (I can already imagine some of you sniggering after u read that) Thus, interaction is something, well, I’m not really good at. I can’t do small talk for nuts, even if you gave me the most expensive nuts, I still wouldn’t be able to. I know myself. YET, ALL OF US(non-eccentric, sane and have EQ) know that this is something VERY important in life. To get information, to get a job, a sponsor, a date and even get laid.

Some of us are like totally great at bullshi…I mean small talking, but there also those few(like myself) who can’t do it. Why? Well for one reason that I can think of is because…we’re shy. Another is, we just can’t be fu..bothered to put in effort to find something to talk about. It does, well for me, take effort to find something to talk about. If the first topic fails, move on, and on…and on….if the fellow really won’t budge, I say move on! Ahahaha. Easier said than done.

Sometimes I do wonder if I’m really that shy that’s why I suck at small talk OR!, I’m just too worried about how the other party would Judge me. You know, it only takes a word…to wreck a relationship that took years to build?...yeah I knew you already knew that. Great.
Yeah, perhaps.. I don’t know, no way to prove it. FYP for you Sociologists-to-be out there.

Sigh.

A close friend asked me this question: How is it possible that TWO people who are supposedly close together(close like..super close..like their thread of closeness is barely a micro-meter long close) would run out of things to talk about?

I think, I kind of remember what my initial response was. It was something like: How can that be? I’m sure you both can talk about a lot of things, the weather….that cute cat u just passed, how that dude in front of u looks like shit… or… songs that you know that have a memory(good or bad) attached to it.
I think I never really thought of what I said before saying it that time.
Another friend of mine told me today that it is possible. Perhaps, u see each other so often, that sometimes there’s really not much to talk about except, to just enjoy each other’s company(in this entire context, 2 people, I mean a guy and a girl k?).

:/

I just thought of another reason why some people suck at small talk, they are just not confident of themselves. Like me! I guess we’re just not confident of what we say. We’re afraid it might sound stupid. Or immature or…”HOW THE HELL CUD U EVEN THINK OF SUCH A THING TO SAY?” kind of reaction.

:/

Lol…
Ok…hm..i think that’s all I can say right now. =[
I have no idea what song I’m listening to right now. I’m on radio. LOL.

Design, Interaction, People

2009-05-14T00:43:00.002+08:00

Design, Interaction, People
Hello. A blog update after a really really long break.

My semestral exams ended on the 24th of April and the Annual holidays were supposed to start the week after. UNFORUNATELY, BECAUSE I’M IN AN ENGINEERING COURSE, I’ve got to do this DIP thingy. That’ll span a whooping 5 weeks! W00t.

DIP – Design INNOVATION Project. What are we suppose to do? It’s just as what the title implies. A project whereby we are required to Design and Innovate. Nothing surprising since we’re being groomed to become future engineers of the world.

The project - An underwater communications device.

Seems very Duh huh? Well actually this device that the group is working on uses a THROAT microphone to capture your voice and feeds this to a microcontroller. This controller deciphers the received signal and checks whether it is a Voice signal or just random noise. If it’s a voice signal it will output the signal to an underwater Speaker that’s supposed to make anyone/anything within 3-5m radius hear the signal. =D

Well that’s theoretical.

In practical, we’re seriously having a lot of problems implementing it. LOL. It sounds really simple and thought implementing it would be a piece of cake…or maybe a thin slice of it… but we’re so wrong. Who would’ve thought that programming the damned microcontroller would be this difficult? G_G.

…it’s 12:42 AM as of the point of time I typed this line. Initially, I had a bunch of stuff to enter but for some obscure reason my neurons decided to stop functioning efficiently. =(

This shall be the first part of my three-part blog series. =D

…to be continued

2009-04-01T01:36:00.001+08:00

It’s about 1am right now and I just had this urge to just blog something. Probably because I’m feeling really shitty. ROFL

I just got back from another mugging session in school with a couple of friends. The exams are exactly 12days from now and I’m really feeling the stress weighing down on me. It’s a terrible sensation. It’s always like this when nearing the exam period. Can’t seem to relax, sit still, clear the mind or even sleep peacefully. Despite all this, I won’t be having a break during the annual break from May to August because I’ve got to do a project for that period. G_G

Well, in addition to my post on Feb 24, I think after much trying(I think I did) I still cannot share stuff about myself or pour out my problems to people easily. I think that most of the time, what people perceive of me is just a façade that I portray…perhaps habitually. I know it’s screwed and that I’m probably close to liar if that’s the case. OH NO. So…how? I’m like…at this age..and still pondering about these things. Talk about growing wiser as you get older. I think the wiser here means you have more things to think about but no answers to those thoughts. -_- _|_
I hate evenings sometimes. It’s when my brain activity increases many folds compared to day time. But probably evening during the day I still think a lot. Well, I think I THINK a lot….relatively......I’ll probably try to verify this… I wonder what other people think of… OMG SEE, I’m THINKING!..

Hm… probably no harm typing this in the Blog.

Recently, like…recently recently.. I’ve been reminiscing about her very often. I don’t exactly know why this is happening all of sudden... Sometimes while I’m doing my revision, my mind wanders off and remembers the past happy moments. It does bring a smile along with a heartache… cmon..say.. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww… and even when I dream..it’s about.. the past. Every time I wake up from the dream, everything feels VERY VERY real. I thought I’ve totally gotten over everything, accepted the facts and well..tried to erase everything from memory. I managed to…until recently. Is this a sign of loneliness?.... -.-“

Well, I think I’m enjoying my life as it is…BUT filling up that missing half would be great LOL. My 1s state only has me. Need another one to make it full………….I hear some of you thinking… NERD. If you don’t get it..i guess it’s a good sign….
Hm.. Well I’ve got more stuff on my mind that..i think..is JUICY…but… ahha..i think I’ll leave those just for myself….

Perhaps…………………..one of these days..i will try to type it down………..perhaps…… =D

Currently Playing: Joe Thomas – Heart Behind my Eyes.

Life sucks..................you think?

2009-03-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Random thoughts.

2009-02-24T02:56:00.000+08:00

Random thoughts.

I find it really interesting how it is that some people could just open up and tell anyone about their life story or anything else about their life for that matter. I could never do that, nor will ever I think. I still find it very hard to just open up and tell someone about my personal secrets, my very strong opinions and some of the things I disagree/did not like.
What holds me back from being like this is the fact that it can be used against me at anytime should the fella hate me one day for god knows what reason. I would really hate and be afraid of that. Such attacks are low and lame but people still do it to make ‘em feel good. Human beings naturally find ways to feel good and avoid pain. In the case of masochists, pain makes them feel good. I won’t digress into that.

This is probably why I am so incapable of small talk. I know how useful and small talk be and how its good for networking/finding relationships but, it just seems like I’ve nothing interesting to talk about. I’m sure some of you have been through situations where there is ABSOLUTELY nothing whatsoever to talk about. Both parties trying to churn out a common topic but failing miserably. A few sentences here and there to try and find something that both can relate to but to no avail. You get the picture. Or talking about something and ends abruptly after that burst of laughter.

Silence fills the atmosphere.

Don’t know where to rest your eyes on. Looking at the person straight in the eye would make him/her feel awkward. If its of the opposite sex, you might give up very wrong/bad signals that might be a major turn off. ESPECIALLY, if the person isn’t interested in having your babies.
What suddenly got me thinking about this? Well, someone asked me, who do you pour out your problems too? No one at the moment really. I’m probably an expert at bottling everything up. ;o

LAME.

I know you can’t stop from people judging you and misunderstanding you and bad mouthing you and shit but still, I always try to avoid this. Best way, don’t talk too much. But looking at it in retrospect, it isn’t really a very good move. As much as you know that not everyone will believe what you say, you only need one or two to believe you to feel good. You don’t need the entire world to believe you. Just one or two. No, I’m not talking about having another half just for this. Most people don’t even tell their other half EVERYTHING. Right? Right..

So emo. LOL.

Probably, when I interact with people, I always put up a façade. What façade, well whatever I feel appropriate for that person I’m talking to. Am I being a hypocrite? Shit.

So how? Lol. Am I that hum? Am I such a wuss? Hm? How? Hm. Don’t know..yet.

Currently playing : Yirumua - Fotographia

I start off the recess week with....

2009-02-22T12:32:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

....a personality test...awwwwwwww........

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

So you thought all I did was Blabla about my life..(interlude)

2009-02-18T01:36:00.001+08:00

Arts from the Heart 2009

2009-02-14T12:00:00.003+08:00

Arts From The Heart 2009.

I joined this CCA back In September 2008. Why did I join? I had decided to join a CCA then for the experience. I wanted to know how such events are organized and on top of that, was curious on whether I could actually put my failPhotoshop skills to good use. Was gonna try my luck on some girls too.
What is this CCA about? AFTH is a special project by a bigger club in NTU called CAC – Cultural Activities Club. AFTH basically tries to raise funds for charity organizations using the Arts like Dance, Singing, Daiko Drums etc. This year our beneficiary was AWWA(Asian Women’s Welfare Association). The funds we raise will help physically disabled kids enter Mainstream Schools for education.

That’s it for a little background for this post.

In December 2008, I think it was the 6th; the main committee went to the Botanic gardens to organize a little picnic-cum-party for the kids. I was entrusted a 7 year old kid named Jagdish. He was paralyzed waist down. When I met him along with his aunt and ‘brother’, he was on a wheelchair and had his arm bandaged. I later found out that he and his brother were playing on the wheelchair and Jagdish fell off. Hence the broken arm.

Jagdish is a 7 year old Punjabi. His mother is a cancer patient. I’m sure about his dad’s status. His mom does not want Jagdish to get too close to her, that’s why, his aunt is the one raising him. Jagdish missed 2 years worth of schooling as such, he had some problems socializing. When I tried talking to him, he would ignore EVERY word I say. Moreover, he would tell his aunt to tell me whatever it is he wanted to tell me instead of telling me straight. He was quite rude, probably because no one would scold him when he did something bad. He’d scold his aunt(she’s probably in her 50s-60s already) slow coach. I did reprimand him a little when he kept doing that. I was glad that at least he had conscience and he began to think about what I had said. Towards the end of the party, I managed to get him to say Thank You to his aunty for taking care of him. ROFL, I was actually damn proud of myself when I achieved this.

OK, I realize I didn’t write anything about what we had done during the event.

In the morning when the kids arrived, we had a little ‘Ice breaking’ session. It went surprisingly well, we had thought the kids would’ve been too shy to actually participate. Afterwards, we had to teach them to make a Kaleidoscope. Well, we ended up making it ourselves, but hey, they liked it.

Kids like to peep through holes huh.

It was fulfilling to actually ‘teach’ them and give them the finished product and watch the kids smile and their curiosity got the better of them. Unlike some Brats that I know of who can have everything and anything, yet can’t seem to be satisfied. Zzz. The entire event ended around lunch time when we bid farewells to each other. Jagdished actually waved back to me as he entered the Van that’ll send him back home. Aww…so touched… 2 fingers…

Anyway, that’s it about the first outing session for the committee with the kids.

Hmph

2009-02-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

I WILL blog something....but before that.. here's my FIRST ever self portrait which I used to make something quite..um..emo... :O
hope you like it...

On the edge...

2009-01-29T01:06:00.003+08:00

Something i made last night..as a filler... for my blog..
I've been lazy to update my blog. Well, maybe i did want to update it but i had troubles trying to pen down my thoughts.. :/

I know it's thai.........

2008-11-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

กลัว - Nologo

But the melody is really great. :D

A cute MTV

2008-11-20T13:30:00.003+08:00

I played this song a year back, over and over again... and now.. i do it once more...

My latest addiction......

2008-11-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

First Kiss

It's got me hooked to the point that i keep replaying the song over and over again.
I've been trying to get the chords for this..but failing...
hopefully..one day...........

back to mugging.......

You thought professors have no sense of humor?

2008-10-29T15:48:00.003+08:00

Not new, but it's interesting. This lecturer is a lecturer in EEE(electrical and electronics engineering).

He's teaching year 2 module - Circuit Analysis i think(which is what i'm currently taking).

I've got a maths professor too, not as interesting as he is, but he does say very interesting stuff. It usually makes us go WTF though.

Enjoy.

Failed.....

2008-10-21T01:28:00.002+08:00

sian!...grrr...wtb more tutorials..

one of the reasons why i hate 3d rendering...it takes time to render..and if the effect sucks.. u gotta redo..arrrr...and i cant seem to get the one i want... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

aye seh...

2008-10-17T19:30:00.001+08:00

Welcome Michael Olimpo, here is your handwriting analysis.

Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didn't actually "see the writing", we can't tell if he actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so... he has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood.

Michael has withdrawn into himself. He is reserved and shows his feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Michael is an introvert. He makes decisions based on logic, therefore he is rarely impulsive. He doesn't find any need for expressing his emotions. In fact, he probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. He has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for him to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Michael; it is difficult for them to really know how Michael feels. Michael enjoys being alone(not true), and probably prefers working alone. Working with his hands is a pleasure.

Michael's basic nature is to look out for himself first. Although he can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, he just almost always harbors them inside.

The first time someone angers Michael, he probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, he will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to him until he cannot hold his emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Michael will cloud up and rain all over them. And he will never regret telling someone off, because he knew what he was saying the entire time. He won't impulsively tell someone off.

Emotional stories will not sway Michael. He thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on him.

Michael needs space and time alone. He will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Michael doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Michael will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Michael's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Michael slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Michael can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Michael is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Michael basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Michael is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Michael has a tendency to put things off, Michael procrastinates. He sometimes pretends to be busy, so he will not have to do whatever he is putting off. He is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to his output on the job or at school. Remember, Michael will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Michael has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Michael has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Michael fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Michael has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Michael just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Michael finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

argh...zzz....

2008-10-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

..this on the piano..is a nightmare..

2008-10-13T01:24:00.003+08:00

...and he does this while beatboxing and blowing air into the flute...

wtf?

My favourite song...that i hum too..once in awhile

2008-10-13T01:20:00.001+08:00

my first game that i played too...when i was about 3..then.....oh those were the days..

This guy is original....

2008-10-13T01:16:00.001+08:00

Ninjaed from Andrea's Blog

2008-10-09T16:01:00.002+08:00

I am.....Melancholy Phlegmatic
(Fleg-Mat-ic: Positive meaning: Calm and composed. Negative meaning: Bo chup.)

Melancholy Strength:9 Weakness:10
Phlegmatic Strength:3 Weakness:7
Sanguine Strength:6 Weakness:1
Choleric Strength:2 Weakness:2

Definitions of the following words in this personality test are as follows.

Melancholy: Strengths Weakness

Phlegmatic: Strengths Weakness

Test website: Here

My opinions about the results:

Garbage....just kidding(dry humor)

I read the definitions of the other 2(Sanguine and Choleric) and I must say they totally do not apply to me, not a single point. LOL. But that's my opinion, what others see about me of course, i will not know.

This point # Has false humility struck me though. I thought back and perhaps it's true. Maybe I go around with this kind of facade. Perhaps i'm not as humble as people think. Maybe I just pretend to be humble but inside me, I have the dire need to boast. But I don't do this because I fear being negatively judged.

This is definitely not good. Although I myself am not quite sure if I actually sport this kind of character. I have the 'Maybe I do Maybe I don't' kind of feel about this. Perhaps it needs further thinking before I can conclude anything huh.

On another point, 'Keeps emotions hidden'. This screams 'YES MICHAEL THAT IS YOU!' all over. As often as possible, I don't show any emotion nor do I pour out my problems on anyone. This trait/weakness of mine is probably one of the greatest issues that needs to be resolved? in my life. It's most likely one of the barriers that prevent people, especially women?, from trusting me. Why? Because they will pour all their problems/secrets onto you and yet I don't share any of mine with them. It's similar to an Ally opening their gates to your troops, yet you won't allow any of theirs inside yours. =\

A change is not what I need i feel. what i need now is.... to accept myself AND to turn the negatives to positives.

Obviously, easier said than done.....

lol...
so how?

Funny yet fabulous rofl

2008-10-01T01:57:00.000+08:00

The rabbit man who doesn't move...

2008-10-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

Part 1...

Continued...

Parkour

2008-10-01T00:54:00.001+08:00

Messed up self :(

2008-09-29T01:29:00.002+08:00

Aira the movie...

2008-09-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

never Coming to a theater near you............

My first attempt at Sci-Fi

2008-09-28T16:22:00.002+08:00

I couldn't study...gawd..i was trying to study for my quiz but my mind keeps wandering away......
Well here it is...
A sci-fi picture...

I keep looking at it and i feel that something's not right but i can't figure what :/...

help? :D

P.S
I'm thinking of more things to do for the 'I like' series...

it's 4am....

2008-09-27T04:42:00.002+08:00

Sigh, I think i've got insomnia. Omg its my recess week and i'm destroying my sleep pattern which i worked hard to get right...
I worked on this while I couldn't get any sleep..................
i'm off to bed now and get some shut eyes.. Enjoy...

Entitled: Rejuvenation...
A tree coming to life...
like a person walking towards the light..

alright i'll stop trying to act all so philosophical..

If there was no Past Tense,,

2008-09-26T01:09:00.004+08:00

One more thing to share..

2008-09-25T20:38:00.002+08:00

Kind of old i guess.. but.. LOL!

Something i'd like to share with ye guys..

2008-09-25T20:38:00.001+08:00

...

2008-09-25T18:05:00.000+08:00

RED!

2008-09-25T17:58:00.002+08:00

Pink? =D

2008-09-25T17:17:00.003+08:00

W00t... In the process of creating this, i found out that you could actually save your images directly in jpg format in Illustrator CS3!! ZOMG!!!! REVELATION!!... so stupid me..

I kept switching from Illus to PS just to save my images in jpg format.. and i lose alot of detail in that process too... OMGGG..

w00t... now to explore illustrator and find out what other handy tools it has compared to PS =D

Midnight makes

2008-09-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

I reached home rather late today after a day of studying @ SMU with a couple of friends.
WoW was down so I had no games to play do distress and decided to fool around with photoshop and came up with....
this.... I dunnoe, i always end up making this kind of things... no meaning..no theme... how ah.. haiiii

One of my favorite stories...

2008-09-24T00:21:00.001+08:00

Can I Borrow $25?

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: ‘Daddy, may I ask you a question?’

DAD: ‘Yeah sure, what it is?’ replied the man.

SON: ‘Daddy, how much do you make an hour?’

DAD: ‘That’s none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?’ the man said angrily.

SON: ‘I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?’

DAD: ‘If you must know, I make $50 an hour.’

SON: ‘Oh,’ the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: ‘Daddy, may I please borrow $25?’

The father was furious, ‘If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don’t work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.’

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy’s questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn’t ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy’s room and opened the door.

‘Are you asleep, son?’ He asked.

‘No daddy, I’m awake,’ replied the boy.

‘I’ve been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier’ said the man. ‘It’s been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here’s the $25 you asked for.’

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. ‘Oh, thank you daddy!’ he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

‘Why do you want more money if you already have some?’ the father grumbled.

‘Because I didn’t have enough, but now I do,’ the little boy replied.

‘Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to

have dinner with you.’

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It’s just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

Got this from Andreas blog. I read this story very long ago. Until now, it's still got the same impact on me. =D enjoy

Me and my masterpiece

2008-09-21T21:25:00.001+08:00

Hah, my name.. It's in high resolution. I don't know what came over me but i decided to draw something with my name in it. I came up with this. nothing fancy...well not that i've made anything fancy yet.. an hours worth of work. I like it!

Animators and their animations

2008-09-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

Animator vs. Animation by *alanbecker on deviant ART

Inactivity

2008-09-21T16:09:00.003+08:00

Holy shit! This blog hasn't been active for a long time. Woops. School's been taking up alot of my time :(. In addition to that, I joined a CCA. /cheer

What CCA? Well it's called Arts from the Heart. A charity organisation. Surprise surprise? Who woulda thought mikey had this in him... =D

I am a nice guy. Rly.

What's my job? Simple, to publicise the events and the organisation. SADLY, it's not that simple. Why? Because....that's why.

Moving on, I've come to a conclusion that, I shall not only rant,newscast and gossip on this blog. I shall SHOWCASE my (totally ridiculuous) art that i do whenever i feel...inspired... to do...

mmhm...

First up!

Entitled: Multiplicity
Reason behind: Hm, I thought. There's just you in this world, Yet, there's so many different you. Each M is you, yet each M is different from the other Ms. Why? I felt that, we are who we are, yet we don't really know HOW we really are. We can be moms and dads at home who get controlled by our kids, yet we could also be bosses in company, with many adults under us who listen to every word we say. We could be ruthless terrorists, yet philanthropists to others.
Chim? hm.. maybe.. I dunnoe.. Well yeah, that's the reason behind this.

digital doodling?....

2008-07-30T00:26:00.003+08:00

I just got home and was just staring at my computer screen. I decided to open photoshop and see what can I conjure out from the white digital canvas that lay before me.

Before I knew it, I had created this simple wallpaper. It's not very WOAH, but it's the best I could come up with at the moment. heh. It's dedicated not only to the people of Aira, but also the people who made the event (Castovia) possible.

Ha...ha...haa!!

2008-06-29T00:12:00.001+08:00

hey,

Mr Leow Si Kan, lucky ur parents din sabo u... hahahaha
Mdm Chin Teng, lucky ur name is sweet like u...ehhehe
Mr One Way, lucky ur name says u are straight and not "2 ways"... :)

Miss you ppl...
Miss Si Beh Hoh...

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:

Anne Chang
(Mandarin)-Dirty

Anne Chin
(Mandarin) - Keep quiet

Faye Chen
(Mandarin) - Dusty

Carl Cheng
(Hokkien) - Buttock

Monica Cheng
Hokkien) - Touching your buttocks

Lucy Leow
(Hokkien) - You are dead

Jane Tan
(Mandarin) - Frying eggs

Suzie Leow
(Hokkien) - Lost till death

Henry Mah
(Mandarin) - Hate your mum

Corrine Tai
(Hokkien) - Poor fellow

Paul Chan
(Mandarin) - Bankrupt

Nelson Tan
(Mandarin) - Bird laying eggs

Leslie Tong
(Mandarin) - Rubbish bin

Carmen Teng
(Hokkien) - Leg hair long

Connie Mah
(Cantonese) - Call your mother

Danny See
(Hokkien) - Squeeze you to death

Rosie Teng
(Hokkien) - Screws and nails

Pete Tsai
(Hokkien) - Nose droppings

Macy Koh
(Cantonese) - Never die before

Pass around for some laughter*

woah....just...woah

2008-06-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

You are very demanding - and insisting on total involvement but you do not reciprocate with the same depth of feeling. However, it could well be that maybe an unprecedented surprise is awaiting you in the near future. For just as one whilst paddling in the sea, could flounder into a whirlpool, so you may be drawn into a loving situation that has high emotional demands - and you could well respond with a depth of emotion that you never even dreamed that you possessed.

The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.

You are worn out and lack both physical and mental energy. This lack of vitality has created an intolerance for any further excitement and you feel that you just cannot carry on; but you have been like that many times before and the situation passed. You again need to get away from it all - even if it is only for a little while. A relaxed body cannot contain a destructive emotion and the secret for you is to just relax.

Filler post

2008-05-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.

You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.

And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Cyclone going on in my head..

2008-05-10T00:44:00.004+08:00

My head's been having this terrible cyclone called 'emotions' rampaging around in it. I can't really pin point when this began, sadly, I've been unable to suppress this cyclone even though I know it is only I who can stop it.

Oh man, am I going through that stage called 'EMO' again.

On a happier note,
I've taken up Korean. Yessirree... Korean or Hanguel. Written 항(han)글(guel). I would say writting and reading korean is well, comparing Hiragana(ひらがな）and Katakana(カタカナ）with Hanguel(항글), easier. http://www.zkorean.com/ has some good examples on how Korean writing system works. Japanese on the other hand, i think most people are aware of it. But, pronouncing Korean is a little tough I would say. This is because in Korean, you can form alot of different syllables with that limited amount of characters they have, unlike Japanese, where each character itself is a syllable.

My thoughts on Korean? I've been enjoying every single lesson that i've had......so far only 2. BUT!, each lessons lasts for 5hours with 30mins break in the middle. Stamina baby..stamina.

I've also signed up for Japanese class which will cater me for JLPT 3(Japanese language proficiency test 3 - One level above 4 which i've passed.....2-3 years ago... LOL)

It's quite tough...or rather..confusing studying these 2 languages at the same time. But, I guess i'm slowly getting the hang of distinguishing one from the other. I'm just worried about the part where both these languages uses chinese characters to subsitute certain words... fuc...

I really regret not putting enough effort in my Mandarin...sigh.. too late for regrets now though. :/

Oh well... でわ　ここで終わります。　さよなら！

Post-examinations........

2008-04-29T23:32:00.007+08:00

Well, with that sad post out of the way....

Here was what some of my classmates and I did right after our last paper - Life sciences.

We went to JEC(Jurong entertainment centre) to play pool! Yap. A very good way to de-stress. Lady luck wasn't on my side that day but I didn't really mind coz everything that we did was still fun. I even lost to Ling on one of the matches I had in spite of the fact that it was her first time! GEEEZZZZZ.....

I kept shooting the colored balls TOGETHER with the cue ball. :(

So sad. LOL. In addition to that, I also realised that playing pool was also tiring. Woah. Surprising ya? I never knew that playing such a game would actually tire you.

Oh well...

After Pool, we made way to this korean eatery on the first floor. Price was decent, Food wasn't really that fantabulous. HOWEVER, the girls ordered this really really REALLY mouth watering, eye catching and huge ice cream. I didn't take a photo but i thought it was quite huge.

It looked really yummy but I didn't get a chance to try it. Pfft. It had 4 or 5 scoops of ice cream + banana and i think there was cherry....was there?..i think there was... I'm not sure of the price though.. but hey...it looked yummy..

Once everyone had their fill, the gang went to the arcade to play! The girls played that basketball game(where you really throw the basketballs into the hoops AFAYC - As fast As You Can) while I played Virtua Fighter 4! hahahahaha..it's been so long since I played that game...

To conclude the entire outing, Yawen suggested that we went to have our pictures taken on neo print. Lovely. The good thing about neoprints is.........................THEY HIDE ALL YOUR FLAWS! LOL. Here are the pics....drool away at that hot looking..inconspicuous guy...:D

The hell period...

2008-04-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

..is OVER!!...

Yes sir'ree. It's finally over. No more mugging. No more burning those midnight oils. No more watching online lectures over...and over...and over...again. No more standing outside the examination hall with your heart pounding so hard, you could see your chest rising and falling.

I should be very happy right? Like..super happy? Like extatic? Like...ZOMFGZ IT'S FUKIN OVER?....

.....no. Well abit..but..uh.. no.

Why? Coz I know I had not done even close to Average on two of my modules. Not that the rest were fantastic either. It's just that I don't want to carry over modules into my next year. Especially those 2. They are so hard.......or i'm just not smart...

No. They are hard. Yes. That's right, they're very hard. I applaud Newton for having able come up with those 3 Laws. :(

Sigh...

My best drawing ever...

2008-04-13T18:16:00.002+08:00

....since I was a year old.

I'm a green elephant?

2008-04-09T19:48:00.002+08:00

Green Elephant person tend to be obstinate, and therefore are not good at having relationships.
Nevertheless, you don't get misled by circumstances, and can always be consistent.
You have a strong sense of justice, and are not good at trying to pay court to others.
You are better at back seat player than to come out in the front.
You have a natural sense of foresight and savoir-faire.
You are diligent, and once you start, you have a strong belief to not stop until you have become a pro.
Nevertheless, you can be a maverick and once you become self conscious, you don't listen to other people and therefore tend to become stubborn.
If you concentrate too much on yourself, you can spoil all your good luck.
You should try to have a big heart.
You may struggle internally to make up your decision on whether to live life consistently, or act accordingly to one's own confidence and will.
When you feel anxiety, you are quick to adapt to changing circumstances.
You have sharp sensitivity, and are likely to succeed in academic fields and art.
And although you are not a very social person, you tend to have great academic and technological knowledge.
Being a research staff may be a good career for you.

I'm not sure whether to agree or not to agree. I'm kind of in the middle about this. Sometimes I feel that they are too spot or...other times i think it's not true. :/
I've read the opinions about to the other animals and i'm definitely not those types.

If you're curious on having your own reading. Go here ->http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/index.html

ちょっと正確で過ぎると。。。思います。。。。。。じゃない。。。。。。

Woah, look at the date of my last entry...

2008-04-04T19:58:00.002+08:00

Righto, it's been over a month since my last blog entry. Haha...

What have i been up to recently? Hmm, let us see....

For the month of March, it was basically studying for tests and catching up on the lessons. I hope to do well this semester to make up for the blunder I did the semester before. =(
No excuses though, so... yeah.

- I'm currently having writers block as I'm doing this entry but i'm trying to squeeze all the interesting stuff out into bits and bytes.

............seems like all that I really did in March was to travel from home to school and back again in addition to studying and revising. Sad. Oh, I guess I did play a little bit of WoW. Ah..that's it, I went for a Wine appreciation course! It's really interesting to know the different characteristics of wine. Different grapes grown in different places with different techniques give very different tastes. Lovely is it not?

What I didn't do in March:
1. Club (not that I'm a clubber)
2. Watch a Movie
3. Drink
4. Play in the Arcade
5. Go out on weekends to have fun
6. Read a novel
7. Date ^^V
8. Shop
9. Relax and chill

Woah... Sigh, I'm starting to the live the life of a typical......loser? No... um.. Typical.. boring person? No... hmm.. Damnit, I don't know what word to use.
I know I know, it's up to me to add some flavour into my own life. I'm sure i'll figure something out. In the mean time, this is how it MIGHT(hopefully not) be for April as well. :(

Singlehood - after being in Attachood for a long time - isn't too bad I guess.. or am I lying to myself? Hmm...

Ok, fine, I don't really like singlehood or maybe I do. hmm..
Well being single for quite some time now, I've suddenly had alot of time on my hands. I get to jog, play the piano, play the games I want, do what I want(which there isn't much in the first place) and.... flirt?(hmm..this part is doubtful)

Do I have a certain liking for someone at the moment you ask? Hm.. I guess I do. Not just one though. Getting greedy am i not. I'm sure it's pretty normal...ya? Ya. Am i going in for the kill? Hm... I don't know..
What's holding me back? Hm...once bitten twice shy? and well the usual rejection(pussy me). On the other hand, no pain no gain. If i don't do anything, nothing will happen. Correct? Correct..to a certain extent. Why to a certain extent.. who knows someone might have a crush on me and would not mind the risk of making the first move.. Bwahahahahahahahaha....

Well, I guess that's all folks. In the mean time, I'm going back to revision for my upcoming Final Exams.

NB: I'm also looking for a better blog template. ^^V

Back from Real life...

2008-02-22T22:50:00.004+08:00

Hello, it's been awhile since i've actually written down a full post in this little blog of mine. I've been very busy with school unfortunately, studying as much as I can for 4 tests that I've just completed. I'm proud of myself and satisfied with the results I got. Despite this fact, I know I have work even harder and not rest on my laurels.

A short paragraph my friend showed me and I thought it was very meaningful and I'd like to share it with all of you who are here reading my blog. Nothing gossipy but very enlightening and I think alot of us are guilty of this.

" I discovered that false humility can develop into such a state that one can even think one is truly humble. It can be quite scary. I am a victim of this unknowingly sometimes... Some of us, at some point of our lives, got pointed out that we aren't humble and sincere enough. And some thus try too hard too fast without proper and deep enough mindfulness, to be humble and sincere.
Some thus end up humble and sincere in outer appearance, while the heart remains full of pride. What I meant by mindfulness being not deep enough here is that such a person's mindfulness is only enough to guard his speech and actions to other people.
The mindfulness has not yet penetrated his mind itself! He can be totally humble, yet with only the intention to impress. And this intention to impress feels like a healthy "self-esteem," that is pure pride detrimental to spiritual development. One ends up being dishonest at heart to oneself and the world without knowing."

Happy..cny..yeah?

2008-02-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

Coffee

2008-02-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

A Jolt from Java

Your morning cup of coffee might be doing more than perking you up. It might be turning you on. Men and women who have at least one cup of joe a day are nearly twice as likely to describe themselves as sexually active, according to one study. And guys who indulge report fewer problems with erections. Jeanne Shaw, Ph.D., an Atlanta-based certified sex therapist and clinical psychologist, chalks up coffee's erotic potential to the java jolt. "If you feel sluggish and the caffeine wakes you, then you're going to say, 'Oh, I'm horny,' instead of roll over and go to sleep," she explains. Coffee in bed in the mornings is the idea, but practice moderation (with the coffee, that is). Once you move beyond one or two cups a day, caffeine can leave you agitated and edgy.

Source

P.S I love coffee.

At..long...last

2008-01-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

new year..new beginning... and...

2008-01-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

...new items!

I got myself new pants to wear.

a new phone...

A HTC Touch 256mb + 1GB mini SD card.

It's a new year and i wish all of you a better 2008!

results....

2007-12-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

.....not very good...

In a way i expected it.. but yet..i still feel very sad,disappointed and angry...I had even managed to fail a subject. That's a major blow to my future.

At first, i was cooking up alot of reasons for my failure...till i realised... it's all because of me. I have to face the music and understand...that the only reasons I failed..is because..of..me..

I'll have to work harder next year i suppose..harder...

harder...

Do they know....

2007-12-25T13:46:00.000+08:00

..it's christmas time at all!!

Merry christmas to all of you out there. Been quite busy and lazy to update my blog. =D
Soz to all of ye. heeeeeeheeeeeeeeee

Feeling numb.....

2007-12-10T18:28:00.000+08:00

....hmmm....

I've been talking to this friend of mine and she's been saying that she feels weird because she doesn't feel emo anymore. On top of that, she says she feels numb.

Numb... I'm not sure I can really understand how feeling Numb(emotionally) is like because until now, I'm still pretty much aware of others as well as my own emotion. All I could reply was she should be happy she's no longer feeling emo and all. :/.

W3rd. Numbness....

How's my....

2007-12-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

...december been so far? Ok i guess.

Been shopping for clothes, watching movies, jogging(not so much though coz of this stupid cough and the fuked up weather) and last but not least, getting back my skills in playing the piano, only play it when my dad's not around though or he'd start nagging at me for stopping halfway and what not. Bah.

Just one of those horosc...

2007-12-04T19:12:00.000+08:00

ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.
Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

GEMINI - The Twin

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Beauty

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare
Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forgetThe one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Lame One

Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in
long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their familiy. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes et used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

I just received this...

2007-11-28T20:29:00.001+08:00

You can't plan everything, because if you do, when would you ever have a surprise in life? Your creativity is in need of a big boost, and the only thing that will deliver the blast you need is uncertainty. So today, toss out your game plan and venture into new projects, places and relationships. Take part where you've never taken part in before. You need to get back up on your toes to remind yourself what it feels like to not quite know what is going on. You'll find it exhilarating.

Lawl? damn...

2007-11-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

Misc.

2007-11-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

Something I made out of whim.

This is something i found. hah.

Classic

2007-11-28T11:15:00.000+08:00

Boyz II Men - On bended knees

Youtube disabled embedded for this one, don't really know why.

and this is the piano version. Enjoy.

having.....a back up...

2007-11-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

No, not backup for files, but a backup for a failed relationship. I've asked this question to couple of friends and I've decided to put it here.

When you initiate a breakup or experience one, do you think the initial pain would hurt less or have no hurt at all if you have a backup? Perhaps overtime, it may begin to hurt, but it won't hurt as bad as not having a spare.

What do you think?

Well I think the above is most likely true, I say I think, because I've not experienced it but I gather some of those who experienced it kind of agree to that statement. I feel as such because, once you leave a person or have been left by a person, at least you have someone else to turn to. Someone who probably provide almost the same thing as the previous did, therefore, the loss won't feel so great. I know this is more of a moral issue and please try to think more openly and understand how you feel and think.

I'm not trying to advocate such a practice and I am truly against it. I am personally curious to know whether such feelings exist and what are the opinions of others on it.

Sigh.

In other news, I've been trying to get my friends to go out during the holidays and i can sense that it is going to be tough. Bleah.

As promised....

2007-11-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

..I've updated my playlist for finetune. I've picked the best 48 RnB Love songs that I thought would make the list perfect for all sorts of people to enjoy.

This goes out to everyone out there and wishing you guys and gals, A Merry Christmas. :)

only a month left.....

2007-11-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

....so hang in there, Mikey!

What i've been telling to myself lately. I'm left with my last paper, Physics. It'll be this coming Monday at 9am. hooo yeah. After that, I'm free! Yes, that's right, free as a... um.. free.

Well, too free perhaps, I hope to be able to do stuff during that 5 week break before school starts all over again in January. I've been growing fats, wrinkles and eye bags. Not very eye candy. Perhaps, that should be on my 'To get rid' list eh? Although it is not possible with a short span of 5 weeks but better than nothing.

I've also selected for a Project in Orchard road and I'm not awaiting their Interview cum Project brief. I'm so excited! I hope to get selected omg! Imagine working in orchard..aaah.... I don't wanna be so positive about it in case it doesn't turn out as expected. I'll feel like shit. LOOOOL

alrighty, back to cramming more physics into my small brain...

pv = nrt.....F=(q1 x q2)/r^2....e=1.6 x 10^-19 C.... AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............................*fades*

This is sooo...

2007-11-21T22:12:00.001+08:00

Lets101 - online free dating

Funny. I did it and the result made me laugh my ass off I fell off my chair. I hope it's true though ^^V. Try it. Just for laughs.

Me. The Leo. The Lion, The stalker, The party animal, The one who only wants one contrary to the animal counterpart.

2007-11-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Myspace Quiz

Got this from Sue's blog while surfing it. Spot on. I've heard that astrology is pretty general that's why it sounds so accurate to everyone but i've read the predictions of the other signs and they all do not match my character as far as I know except for Leo, which is what I am.
I forgive easy but I cannot forget no matter how hard I try. It's good to forgive but it's not good to be unable to forget. Sigh. This has always been my downfall, I wonder if there is anyway I can bring it to my advantage.

Oh well. What's yours? Is it accurate? Does knowing yourself more make you do better at communicating with people? Make you able to understand why you behave this? Know what to do when you behave as such? Hmm? :/

Inactivity...

2007-11-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I've not been updating my blog much because there isn't much to write about at the moment also. I'm just looking forward for 2008 come arrive, this year, 2007, has really been horrible for me.

Brain dead?Bored?....or just plain emo...

2007-11-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

I had just well...exhausted whatever concentration brain juice I have left and i'm feeling....
blank.

Have any of you felt like this before? It's as though you don't feel anything but you feel something..errr... yeah. Honestly speaking, this my first time experiencing this and I am so worried. zOMG! The exams are tomorrow and I'm feeling like this. arghh... Where's the panic button when you need one like in games. I know this will end..sometime later but I want it to end right this moment! Maybe I need to talk to someone eh? Bottling it all up causes pressure and accumulated emotions would just cause yourself to explode. KABOOM! I guess this is where they got the phrase 'pour your troubles out...'

Now to find some random person on MSN to....talk to...... or not..

I've not been reading much general articles so I have nothing much to share except...my own. I have also noticed that the skin is getting quite boring yeah? too orangey perhaps and I also need to update the finetune list. LOL. I'll try to get it done soon..... soon....

Maybe here's something for you people out there.... how often do you look back and read about the things you have written or blogged? Do they make you laugh, make you cry or make you think omfg what a dumbass you were...

Been...

2007-11-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

...so busy and tired lately because of studying and raiding in WoW, i've not had the energy to blog interesting articles or items I have come across.

Not to worry, things will be more active again in time to come. :D

If you don't stand up for yourself, someone will stand on you..

Oh no!!!

2007-11-10T17:57:00.001+08:00

Ack, I just realised I've not jogged for a couple of weeks and i'm getting heavier. This is bad..very bad...

Must jog..tomorrow... arrr!

Just something to share with you peeps..

2007-11-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

Gestures:

holding hands - We definitely love each other.

slap on the butt - That's mine. Hmm! Sexy!

holding on tight - I don't want to let go.

looking into each other's eyes - I just plainly love you.

playing with his/her hair - Tell me you love me.

arms around the waist - I love you too much to let go.

laughing while kissing - I am completely comfortable with you.

Kisses:

on the stomach - I'm ready.

on the forehead - I hope we're together forever.

on the ear - You're my everything.

on the cheek - We're friends.

on the hand - I adore you.

on the neck - We belong together.

on the shoulder - I want you.

on the lips - I love you.

Yep. So, even if you've been doing such gestures unconsciously, that's the general message you probably wanted to pass on. :)

Something I would like to...

2007-11-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

...share.

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The first kind : Smurf Sex
This occurs during the honeymoon period;
you keep doing it until you're blue in the face

The second : Kitchen Sex
This is at the beginning of the marriage;
you'll have sex anywhere, anytime,
in the kitchen on the table ....

The third kind : Bedroom Sex
You've calmed down a bit .. maybe have kids
so you gotta do it in the bedroom ..

The fourth kind : Hallway Sex
This is when you pass each other in the
hallway and say, "Screw you!"
This is called oral sex by some ..

The fifth kind of sex : Courtroom Sex
This happens when you get divorced ..
your wife screws you in front of everyone
in the courtroom ..

The sixth kind of sex : Salary Sex
When you only do it as little as once a
month .. AND itz not enough to live on!

What I have been up to....

2007-11-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

...recently.

I've been studying(pfft yeah right..) whatever I could. I've also started Raiding in World of Warcraft again. Although I'm not as hardcore as how I used to be but I just enjoy the company of the friends I had inside. I guess that is what makes raiding fun, on top of conquering the badass bosses.

I've also been playing the piano again preparing myself to continue learning it in December. Hopefully, I can catch up and improve my sight reading. :(

I still can't get over the fact that I failed my freaking driving test for the 2nd time! What the hell. It's all because some stupid driver decided to pick on me while I was having my test. Hope you crash and burn buster.

Sigh, I guess that's all. Could've gotten my car by now... :(

You're rising sign... well this is mine..

2007-11-08T12:29:00.000+08:00

Your Rising Sign is Cancer

You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security.
And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice.

Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good.
But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be.

You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family.
For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust.

What's Your Rising Sign?

The lollipop test

2007-11-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

The Lollipop Flavor Sex Test
Here's the lollipop test!

Do it and then post your flavor and analysis...I wonder just how accurate this is gonna be!

And no changing your answers ya cheaters!!!

Which is your favorite flavor lollipop?

Choose only one, then scroll down to read your bedroom analysis.

Strawberry
Watermelon
Grape
Orange
Peach
Lemon
Butterscotch
Root Beer
Sour Apple
Raspberry
Cream Soda
Cherry

Strawberry:
People who like strawberry tend to be very passionate lovers.
They are easily aroused and enjoy a variety of experiences, positions and toys. Once ignited, the strawberry lover's spark is hard to extinguish. Put two together and watch
out!

Watermelon:
People who like watermelon show a reluctance to mature in sexual matters. Women tend to tease, and men are flirts.
Watermelon lovers are selfish and unreliable. They like to be the center of the attention in bed, and will flaunt their sexuality openly.

Grape:
People who like grape frequently consider themselves to be too sophisticated for a fun romp in the sack. Women are the types who hate to mess their hair. Men are business-like
in their approach to lovemaking. They are
more concerned with self-fulfillment than with their partner's gratification.

Orange:
Lovers of orange lean toward sexual fantasies. Foreplay is as important as the act of sex. The orange lover tends to have trouble experiencing orgasm, but puts on a good act. Both the male and female orange lover enjoy leaving "love marks" on their partner.

Peach:
The peach lover tends to be indecisive. They don't get excited about much, and sex can become routine. Men tend to look at sex as a way to relieve tension, and women look at it as a way of accomodating their mate. There is not much passion in the peach lover's life.

Lemon:
If you favor lemon, your sexual desires are flexible and adaptable. Lemon lovers tend to be more on the passive/permissive side of a relationship, and will easily give in to a stronger partner's desires. Though not likely to "take charge" in bed, they enjoy pleasing
their partner.

Butterscotch:
Those who prefer butterscotch are fresh and innocent in their approach to sex. Women who love butterscotch tend to make love like virgins all their life. Men may always be a little clumsy and awkward, but in a charming way.
Butterscotch lovers are gentle but not overly passionate. They are loyal and generally make good life-partners.

Root Beer:
If you love root beer, you're a real treasure for the
right mate. Root beer lovers tend to be warm and deep, sensitive
to the needs and desires of their partner. They love to say "I love you", snuggle and kiss. Romance is a big part of the root beer lover's life, and they can't get enough of it. Because they are so sensitive, one harsh word could end a relationship.

Sour Apple:
Those who prefer sour apple are exciting lovers. They are passionate and energetic, and love to try new things. The sour apple lover does not bore easily, and can think of new ways to try old things. They are easily aroused and
stay that way for hours. Sex is rarely the same experience twice for the sour apple lover, who enjoys "mixing things up" as much as possible.

Raspberry:
Lovers of blue raspberry are wonderful sexual partners. They are affectionate and sensitve to their partner's needs. They are exciting partners who enjoy foreplay and the aftermath of making love. The blue raspberry lovers make great life partners, who will always keep the love making passionate and fresh.

Cream Soda:
People who like cream soda are shy and reserved.
Lovemaking during the day or with the lights on is almost unheard of. Women who like cream soda tend to stay under the covers, and men will shower before and after thesexual act. Cream soda lovers also tend to have nicknames
for their genitals.

Cherry:
People who like cherry are often the misfits of the sex world and seek out each other. They tend to prefer perverted sex, and can be masochistic or sadistic in nature. They are moody and often perform at their peak when they are under stress
or during unhappy times. Though very passionate, cherry lovers do not take pleasure in simple things.

Wouldn't you like to know what i picked ;)