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Monday, March 08, 2010 at 12:04 AM

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Am so shag....
Sunday, March 07, 2010 at 2:37 AM

People want fame and fortune. But to get those 2 fs, u need to work hard. Never in your life need you work so hard for just to get an f. If don't work hard you get an a. Anonymous.

People want to get it the easy way. But no way it's gonna happen. That's just not life.

People join groups to achieve the two fs te easy way. Sure it helps them because for some groups, their ancestors already worked very hard to get their fs. Thus when come to them, all
You have to do is join.






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I am so tired..
Saturday, February 27, 2010 at 3:03 PM

I'm on currently on a bus towards boonlay to volunteer about 2hrs of my time to help account for the number of CDs sold for a particular group called monochrome.

Looking back when I decided to embark on this journey of helping out to organise an event, I now wonder if I made the correct choice. Albeit, too late to start thinking about it.. But still..

Looking back at the people I interviewed and what they had said.. I'm sure anyone could have done the same with abit of effort involved. Thinking that you know them personally would have eased things alot more.. But now.. I really wonder..

Looking back at all the decisions I made, I wonder if my course of actions were for the best or because I couldn't be bothered to think about it more before deciding. Damn.

It's just too NATO. Of course i am also guilty of it. But still...

It's only less 2 weeks away and there are still so many loose ends.

How?

What is the point of having so many helpers when in the end it's just a handful who are doing anything. So what if your gpa is a wooping 4.5? So what? Soo... What...

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People you know
Friday, January 22, 2010 at 4:52 PM

Have you ever felt that there is no one out there who you can talk to comfortably? without worries of repercussions of what you say or do?

Even if you did have someone to pour out your shit to, have you ever felt that it just falls on deaf ears?

Why do I say that? Have you ever experienced situations where you are telling someone how something terrible is happening to you and how it sucks and all. That person agrees and try to comfort you and stuff. Yet, when you ask for help to actually do something, they Arent there? They become probably the first people to abandon you.

So what do we call these people? Friends? Good friends? We tell them some of our deepest secrets and they even share some of theirs with us, yet, all these are just talk. When it boils down to action, nothing happens. Action here, I mean by help. When the help is actually something inconvenient.

They shun away from it.

Have you ever felt as such? Why is it that when it comes to inconvenience, the lines are drawn.

I do this too, I know. But I do it to people I am not close to. Why? Because we are not close, that's why. But what about people you are close to?

What Is the use of knowing hundreds or maybe thousands of people, when maybe only 1 out of the many would bother to inconvenience himself or herself to help you?

Is it to ensure that on your wedding day your tables are filled? Is it to ensure that on your birthday you have people celebrating with you? Is it so that you don't have to go clubbing alone? Is it to prove your existence?or is it to feel loved?

If it is to feel loved, well, that love is bullshit.

Pui.




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Bored to death in the office
at 1:26 PM

Doing my attachment now.

Omg. I'm bored to death inside the office. I have no idea what is expected of me and what I am suppose to do. :/

Oh well.

Sian.

So many things I would like to say and get them off my chest but...... I guess it's best that I tell them to a wall. :D






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My first post for the new year!
Friday, January 01, 2010 at 5:19 AM

Happy new year to all!...

damn my blog's been VERY inactive..

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just managed to dismantle the fukin door knob..with the help of my dad
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 at 11:08 PM

stupid place. wa lao. bloody owners dunnoe how to take care of house. here spoil, there spoil. knn..

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locked in my own room
at 10:32 PM

wa lan eh....stupid house...

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bad decision
Sunday, December 13, 2009 at 7:41 PM

bad decision..bad...decision..omg

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